I hit 50 subscribers yesterday! Thank you so much to everyone who’s joined me so far.
I also made a decision.
I’m going to pivot.
To what? I don’t know.
I started my own business for one simple reason: to live my most authentic life and to help others live theirs.
It’s paradoxically the most simple and challenging endeavor we can pursue. At its core, it’s nothing more than following our inner knowing. But it doesn’t always make sense. In fact, it rarely does. Most of the time, it defies logic.
I frequently question it. I wonder if I’m doing the “right” thing. I usually don’t understand it in the moment. But I’m learning to listen more quickly now, to spend less time in the doubt.
My work has started to feel heavy. I feel pressured to produce in a particular way. I feel the weight of the rules, of the how things should be done.
I don’t know how to be a business owner yet, but I’m deciding that for myself.
I know I want to be a business owner who follows her truth.
I want to be an example of what I teach.
Before I started writing on Substack, I was distilling my knowledge, outlining my frameworks, building my first course. My intent was to create a clear path for those who want to go deeper. And I did.
I’m proud of what I built. I’m excited to share it with you. It’s life-changing shit.
But now I feel a “yes, AND” bubbling up.
I want to keep the bones of what I’ve created, and I want to make room to explore.
I want to experiment. I want to play. I want to bring in the fun!
I want to let what comes to me, flow through me - to you.
I want to share what I offer, but I don’t want to lead you through “launches.” I don’t want to build sequences piquing your interest. I don’t want to be bound by formulaic strategies that feel gross, even if they do “work.”
I want to share what’s true for me and attract those that resonate because it feels true for them, too.
All of this is to say, I have no idea what subscribing to me will look like moving forward.
I’ll put out what I feel called to share. I’ll sell things I feel led to create.
If it feels like a yes, that’s what I’ll be doing.
Celebrating you for not just the 50 subs, but for allowing yourself to pivot at this stage.
You can never go wrong following your truth, one of the most crucial aspects of running a business that’s sustainable, and by that I mean energetically.
Sending you energy for the coming week, and for all the downloads you’ll have to see what’s next for your calling here. ☺️
Did I write this, or did you write this 😆? So with you on this sentiment, you nailed it. Here for it!